Confessions of an escapist............

Filed under: by: sensation!

Cigarettes,alcohols and intoxicated blind lanes -
Doped teenage years ,lots of pain.........
Nauseous Numbness
fiend inside my sadness !
Searching for the gray shades -
rusted razor blades ..........
A slash through the wrist
Emotions full of mist .
Tearful tales etched out
at the night sky !
Suppressed eruptions of suicidal
symposia ..........
Smirnoff on the rocks ,
sips at diluted pegs of Old Monk
(or diluted love?) .......
Bereft of hope.........
I wander on the brink of extinction ,
waiting for a resurrection ....
Like the Phoenix can cope !
Memories of
an irresistible,depleted past
Cascaded with tears.........
Schizophrenic dreams of a
drunken stupor -
Carcinogenic poesy devoid of humour .
Hollow and abstract thoughts...........
Colourless asymmetric love......
Solipsism at large !!!!!!!


Marauded by the Psychedelic lights,

Dreaded Insomnia and Soporific drugs.....
I surrender to the .........
maladies inside my soul.
With feigned hopes taking their toll.......
I wait for the Impending Doom!!!!


5 comments:

On May 2, 2009 at 9:06 PM , arnab7889 said...

osadharon

 
On May 3, 2009 at 11:03 PM , Steelbunz said...

Besh :)

 
On May 6, 2009 at 2:09 AM , Samadrita said...

Uh..deliciously dark!Kind of like Goth stuff..me likes :)

 
On May 6, 2009 at 10:15 PM , Prateeti Deb Chaudhuri said...

besh bhalo!!! [:)]

 
On May 9, 2009 at 12:20 AM , Unknown said...

Very good..........How can you write such a delightful poem on a foreign language!!!
Its simply superb.